It is amazing how good things come to an end...... love.. it wasnt....magical...far from it....
we lasted 3-4 months....we broke up mutually....he left my life....got a new girl...and the rest is history....but how come it still hurts?
MB
Friday, 20 November 2009
Thursday, 4 June 2009
it has been a long time..............
i havent written on my blog in a long time, and reading over some of these blogs makes me wanna continue writing. a lot has happened since november 2008
i met a nice guy and in jan 2009 we began dating. unfortunately that only lasted 3 weeks (i think). we didnt go on a date, and saw each other only a few times. i do not regret it, but it made me gave me the confidence to try out 'dating' and 'relationships'. what it also made me realise, is that i love being single. so i ended the relationship and the funny thing is, he was going to do the same. mutual break up. we still talk now, but very rarely. we didnt burn any bridges.
i was single. i was loving it. but then, a few weeks after i broke up with my boyfriend (well, really just a guy i was seeing), i met someone. totally unannouced. totally random and unexpected. totally magical.
i was at work. and one of the older woman whom i work with, has always been mentioning her son to me and how much we are alike and will get along. i thought it was nice that she wanted us to meet, but honestly, because of his age (3 years younger), i wasnt that interested. and plus i didnt wanna date a co workers son. this one day at work, i was placing my bag in my locker, when the older lady walked into the room with a young guy with her. i just thought it was one of our work mates, but obviously it wasn't. she introduced him to us, singled me out, and personally introduced me to him. i dont know if it was a dizzy spell, but i felt something.
we spoke about cars and the tv show top gear and then he left. i could not stop thinking about him all day. i was flying on a cloud. i couldnt remember what he looked like, but i remember his voice and how i felt. that night i went to my best friends house and knocked on her door. when she opened the door, the first thing i said to her was 'im in love'....how could i be? i didnt know this guy.
a week went by and no one mentioned him at work. i didnt have the guts to ask his mother how he was. after 2 weeks i gained confidence and mentioned him to her. i asked how he was etc. she said he was fine and if i didnt mind, if she could have my email so we could talk. i nearly fell over. and gave it to her without hesistation.
that night we spoke. we got on like a house on fire. emails went back and forth. b4 u know it, we exchanged phone numbers. i went away on holidays and was still constantly emailing and smsing. i later found out, he was trying to gain the courage to ask his mum for my number....it was fate
after i got back from holidays, we went to the local motor show for our first 'non date' as we called them. we were friends for a month, but then things fell into place. no one asked anyone out. it just happened!
we are now approaching 3 months together and we are both in love.
it is amazing how things work out for the best. everything comes in time. there is such thing as fate, maybe not love at first sight, but something similair.
he is truely someone who has demolished the wall i have built....
miss beckz
i met a nice guy and in jan 2009 we began dating. unfortunately that only lasted 3 weeks (i think). we didnt go on a date, and saw each other only a few times. i do not regret it, but it made me gave me the confidence to try out 'dating' and 'relationships'. what it also made me realise, is that i love being single. so i ended the relationship and the funny thing is, he was going to do the same. mutual break up. we still talk now, but very rarely. we didnt burn any bridges.
i was single. i was loving it. but then, a few weeks after i broke up with my boyfriend (well, really just a guy i was seeing), i met someone. totally unannouced. totally random and unexpected. totally magical.
i was at work. and one of the older woman whom i work with, has always been mentioning her son to me and how much we are alike and will get along. i thought it was nice that she wanted us to meet, but honestly, because of his age (3 years younger), i wasnt that interested. and plus i didnt wanna date a co workers son. this one day at work, i was placing my bag in my locker, when the older lady walked into the room with a young guy with her. i just thought it was one of our work mates, but obviously it wasn't. she introduced him to us, singled me out, and personally introduced me to him. i dont know if it was a dizzy spell, but i felt something.
we spoke about cars and the tv show top gear and then he left. i could not stop thinking about him all day. i was flying on a cloud. i couldnt remember what he looked like, but i remember his voice and how i felt. that night i went to my best friends house and knocked on her door. when she opened the door, the first thing i said to her was 'im in love'....how could i be? i didnt know this guy.
a week went by and no one mentioned him at work. i didnt have the guts to ask his mother how he was. after 2 weeks i gained confidence and mentioned him to her. i asked how he was etc. she said he was fine and if i didnt mind, if she could have my email so we could talk. i nearly fell over. and gave it to her without hesistation.
that night we spoke. we got on like a house on fire. emails went back and forth. b4 u know it, we exchanged phone numbers. i went away on holidays and was still constantly emailing and smsing. i later found out, he was trying to gain the courage to ask his mum for my number....it was fate
after i got back from holidays, we went to the local motor show for our first 'non date' as we called them. we were friends for a month, but then things fell into place. no one asked anyone out. it just happened!
we are now approaching 3 months together and we are both in love.
it is amazing how things work out for the best. everything comes in time. there is such thing as fate, maybe not love at first sight, but something similair.
he is truely someone who has demolished the wall i have built....
miss beckz
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