I am so bored.....i am sitting at my desk with a pen in one hand and a blank piece of paper in front of me....what am i trying to do? i am trying to study.....yes it is that time of the year when uni students bury their heads in textbooks and try and relearn (or in my case- learn) 12 weeks worth of information in 1-2 weeks.....i have my relaxation music on in the background (i need some form of noise when i study), i have my T2 green tea (in my new T2 therma mug) next to me....i have a pen....some paper....my lecture notes...a textbook...but no brain..
well i have a brain but it is too busy in the next room planning mid semester holidays....getting excited over anything sex and the city related....writing study plans that i will not follow...thinking of sleep and food...basically everything non study related....it does not realize that i have 2 WEEKS until my first exam!!!! i have 4 weeks until holidays....why cant my brain concentrate for 4 weeks....just sacrifice these four weeks so i can relax and get good grades....but no...apparently there are more important things...like facebook....
argh!!! is anyone else having the same problem as me???? how the hell do the tame a wild brain like the one in my skull???? why cant i concentrate for at least an hour.....just one solid hour of studying....and to think i am contemplating doing my pHD....i cant even sit in my chair and learn about crime and victimization...let alone study at uni for another 6 or so years....
as i now come to the end of this blog or whatever you call it....i take a sip of my bloody hot tea...and begin a long night of useless and non productive study....
wish me luck....
miss beckz......
